fuck me in half, fuck me till my eyes go black
fuck me till it’s agony, till i forget what is peace
choke till eyes roll, fully under control
complete submission, before breathe ask permission
it starts good at first, in love with how it hurts
dominance asserts, but i feel something lurk
the ache starts to dull, disinterest fills my skull
session length endless, i am getting restless

no new tricks, lost your edge, and your flame
been through these moves before, lately it’s all just the same
tolerance has went up i need some new pain
seems always that there’s a stalemate at the end of the game
it’s fucking lame, i’m ready not to play, act begs for it’s own death
like me at the start it’s begging to be dead with every breath
maybe it will follow me and claw it’s way out of the depths
on the list of prisons i saw where it’s fucking name was checked

kill me hell fuck

active contempt, that i, understand watch it
slip through my fucking hands, stick to the original plan
eons of damn, i hope i’m fucking wrong
rebirth undergone, comes back fuckin strong
i’m ready for 3.0, I know you don’t hear me tho
why the fuck would you, i am nothing to you
this shit is all for me, to process this grief
used to be hella keen, but life is fucking siege

spirit scarred over i had to remake my own a system blower raised by death and now alone
life in the gap i’m just another coat tail riding parasite eating scraps
it meant so much to much to me die and do it all again on gp

kill me hell fuck



i miss the idea of you
i miss my misery too
i miss the idea of you
every minute is a death that i accrue