to begin again from the beginning

this tank needs some liquor senseless, dirty 30 drinking money endless muddled gray brain on the ethyl gripped at spendthrift yet another blurred night limbs lead restless wake up breathless, heart pound headless lessen aches, brackish taste floor embrace, race against human innate, demons scraped next to fact, kissing waste paraphillia dripping 100 proof errors dog hair antixilotic preparer mixing liquids waiting for the shit to kick in rat king dog hairs in the fucking kitchen eroded alchemist amalgamate distortion with a couple fucking cases, simulate embraces warmth illusion in most frigid places cold ones cracked perpendicular to progress inhibition abortion like it's a fucking contest born to lose, bitch i'm built to binge undefeated when it comes to glass bottles in fridge prefer shatter proof and heavy use until state induced wading through the empties waist high each another entry in the bull shit cycle of survival in this hell hole real or just perceived it doesn't matter much to me cause once it's reached the point of need there is nothing to do but cede straight to the head till i'm dead down the hatch can't go back escape for not enough minutes seems like lately I've been on a mission race to end position of condition avoidance response to the system plus personal flaws, not request to be absolved lie down and rot, problem solved future's looking bleak

right now my lifestyle's hostile stay vile, I came to defile right now my lifestyle's hostile never sleep, black sheep, screaming into pyle's right now my lifestyle's hostile and imma be around for a long fucking while great work of attrition, ambition will get you killed if you lack pattern recognition feedback loop says money stays missing so it's turnstile jump to avoid the admission that doesn't even exist, psyop mind trick from the mother fucking paypig feed fist residents of the offshore tax havens only concerned with profit situations watch it trickle down these nuts do it with whatever I can touch till i'm dust or sued into the ground by the fucking Disney trust owns all content on the earths crust so go covert like infrared subsurface subversion as life unthreads into night city cosplay straight ahead moot point, i'm gonna do this till i'm dead headline Armageddon to the teeth with sonic weapons made from trash like 4 winds garbage shrapnel still breaks skin adapt or die (right now my lifestyle's) ad hoc rock what I got, many think that I should not (right now my lifestyle's) make shift middle finger up to those who think a deal is making it (right now my lifestyle's) stop gap new day, same shit it's always been like that (right now my lifestyle's) for me and fuck all the bullshit everyone else has told me

this song brought to you by square space un chien andalou dollar shave razor blades please support me through patreon so I can do this to till the world is gone we got like 10 or 15 years at max 15 minutes of fame won't be spent in the shade, 360 degree contracts beg for scraps and then bitch because that's all that you get capitulate and all you're going to make is regret never shut the fuck up, think you're on the fucking cusp oh we're going to erupt you're not going fucking anywhere forever truant big break, already in the place I'm moving to and plan to stay all just more coffin nails whole life time being pissed the fuck off just don't want to read your bullshit on facebook dot com but I have to lest I be, turned into, a copy of jaded old fuck, poor sales aren't because of bad luck that's all that you wish to compound stay broke you sell out all I care about in the whole fucking world is only money fuck you pay me my pockets fat as amazon workers piss bottles smell of shit not your preference, why don't you get swallowed change it from the inside, you're not owned, you're borrowed whatever you have to tell yourself to sell yourself now competing with the people groomed from birth who better fit the shell look at you now gold plated collar your owners allow metrics are great for a second I'd forgotten my place kabal i'm not in, veneer is thin yellowed pain lead chip, until it's stripped

all I've got for the meat grinder's black humor a big fucking wrench and a bag full of tumors ruin the batch cctv bloopers amfv winner in the future fuck the ratings, crush the savings youtube views dont stop the cravings all the tourists say they want it raw but watch em walk out the doors like (un dos tre qua) undisputed king of the normie destroyers steel reserve six packs and dominoes orders hit the paypal or keep it moving to the next one flavor of the week you don't discover till the next month repost the video same damn caption stare at computer screen with sense of satisfaction and the smug anime girl profile pics show up to fucking circle jerk about the shit stale as the trash pizza harvested to eat because I cannot afford to fucking be life is but an acid driven fever dream so it'd be ideal if you'd not fuck with me tactical nuke cherry park cut the power comments turn dark bucket of c4 keep it high octane for blocks around you you just hear the shock wave say paypal 20 dollars to bukkakemachine@gmail.com

puncture with bludgeon, singular and sudden thrice done toast forms the finest precussion isolate and ruminate on the abyss lessons learned in the nightshade eclipse falchions collected post scrimmage crossing the styx with the family & the pillage salamander caballero blackjack visage has batons flying in sideways to infinity image numerous caduceous but right now it's just dual moneyh with cat lives, paradise renewal water runneth over from the stein of the page royal relative twin keeps the pentacle displayed

there is no fix shortcut to menu 6 time waste kit what the voice depicts coconut milk senocide all the time wait i think i got somebody on the other line pills straight to my house i'm staying fuckin high annoying everybody at the fuckin call center bureaucratic eldrich horror age spawns new mental disorder there is no fix shortcut to menu 6 time waste kit what the voice depicts is pure bullshit blather cause the isolation is 2 thick i get it but you've been backing shit up for several minutes about how you can't into email it seems free toolbar malware prevailed Luddites on the facebook machine big lack of self awareness click on everything on screen posting on the google facebook wall at casino watching social security dissolve trying to feel alive for the first time in 20 years after career its all leisure and beers as the world burns down and we all sit stuck but you got yours so why should you give a fuck zealot of a modest proposal die before we go down the disposal i won't feel bad at the bottom trapped of the coverage gap you did this we just laugh get me out of the donut hole get me out

infinite height we stay here every night ceiling full of skylights plastic tree flora life never dies, all wants and needs suplied it's the great out doors, inside existential crisis on the snoopy ride souvenier photo full of people that I know that died back of my mind shit everytime I close my eyelids the people depressed but me I guess I'm undecided if I am too, though they're stoked when I come through shit just pin points what I've lost and highlights what I can't do which is most at the moment, situation hopeless strantded in the hyper mall with subconcious component so the plaza's looking more dillapidated by the day i know eventually all of this will go away

terror in the burbclave middle class fantasy 2.5 kid insanity michelob ultra can to be fuel for domestic battery while the wooks grip crystals for profit i'm outside curbside, chakras toxic slangin bromo for the gaia subscription blue line neighbors Oxycontin prescription lines the pockets of the people lobbying for a system that'd prefer that we all lived inside a prison but no one gives a shit just put that game back on football man kneels one more time i swear to god it's terror in the burbclave microcosms live off what you throw away one day from sell by date, these 20 dollar grapes i stay with the waste till the block compacted killdozed into abercrombie and ashes dead like dan bell mall strip flesh scraps carrion dissolve in blood drenched beak while pissing bleach on the shell where your home used to be landfill king of the suburb ruins exploit siphoned umbilical fluids parasitic twin infestation of nuisance forever i assure you its terror in the burbclave snow crash, housing bubble burst fast then you're flat on your ass, mortgage with no cash how bout that for your aspirations join the club

pathogen till the end neuropathy in effect, carrier host is a wreck ready to infect and spread status just worsens, condition headed for the red disease architect, x ray can't detect, protozoa unchecked force of it courses through cells unimportant it's morbid the body's a speck new karyotype nowhere to hide blisterous hide torn from inside from gurney to fucking hearse, epidemic just birthed the cdc on alert, quarantine sit inert super spread thru travel ban, a plague put upon this land bust through it like I'm rant, don't die, I bet you can't acquiesce to sick road to bucket kick got a whole lot shorter and the end's coming quick from garbage to garbage and smut to smut mass grave shortcut, fucking line em up capitulate to bitter fate fortune no choice no pale horseman avoidance transported on a microscale macro impaled watch leukocyte fail doctors stay googling how to's, clueless futile it's useless, progression ruthless putrid, burrowed into the mucus, progress imbalanced, body of skewness crooked walk straight into the ground rotted remains never found start with direct skin contact diffuse till whole world ransacked incurable, it's terminal a statistic fatalistic visions of your skull

LRAD blast it till it's deafening blow the fucking block down decimated by the sound dead on the fucking spot eardrums ruptured, lives are lost nomads with LRAD's in effect robbing lungs of breath, krakatowa wept pressure wave rips through the rest of the zone while we pummel infra sound straight to the top of your dome hyper nova brain hematoma collision of black holes rip apart the cosmos sky splits drop the bomb it hits buildings gone dust settles on a new toxic dawn ghost frequency, into great beyond all restraint subs peel the fucking paint voyeurs turned to remains ashes take their fucking place rattle tectonic plates loose earthquake abuse planet split in two life is through cataclysm brought upon by cacophonous vulgar song

face the paper, taste is vapor rip your fucking scalp off and fill it full of layers and layers of synthetic thought loops till your head is a crater build it back from the ground up, you're the illustrator like microscoft paint block letter throw ups outside the constraints atoms phase through prison bar space move unimpeded from status to state culture war crimes chemical weapons division march through hard times it's all temporary vision artifacts swirl like smiles down the fucking drain i'm changed inner new world order, castles from the ashes blown the fuck out by a couple hits of acid I'm floating away into fractal sky, watch ego decay forever, time dilates came to reclaim my live day to day from the same old same background process will take what's not observed sentinel concerned function of the egregore to take what's undeserved so get the exploits while you can, guilt doesn't exist delysid is the medicine for these decaying wrists rearrange the precedence based on new uncovered evidence from thousands of lifetimes spent inside of trips nervous every time, personal apocalypse eyeballs to the end, your control is fucking waived best to just accept the shit and get on with the day

drift past faces of stone infiltrator in any home I don't know of the concept blanked out brain like lack of object permanence surface dents form braille characters all scribes resent it's a death mask impression made of cracked cement gonna be a big hole where them lines intersect roads crumble away don't want to go anyway never leave the fucking house wait for shit to run out triturate by loans rent to own patch cable bones refuge in distorted tone re-entry will be postponed indefinitely I desperately need to stay gone by any means necessary feedback blastin, past turn ashen briefly though never completely, throat shred bleakly once for the others and twice for the self those that get it get that I have to, I am compelled room full of the same weird fucks only way I won't self destruct once the blood is let and the table set we all come to eat din on repeat only way to peace

arms full of hella shit don't know what to do with it dumb ass head up ass assin asses staring at the rule book, waiting for the fascists to confirm you adhere to the guidelines lockstep lemmings, bookworm suicide adherent of orthodoxy live in box home until autopsy bed sores from the fucking arm chair you live in crunch the numbers with utmost precision smooth the rough spots, edge circumcision devout in convention and steeped in tradition 18th century footstep repetition the tried and true, the fucking battered and bruised deceased equestrian mount carcass abuse for the minuscule amount you actually produce while we do karoshi type levels dodge death and bad deals with devils that we don't, but those we do get a fast pass to the fucking front of the queue better than you, keep the learning curve steep low barrier to entry, you just can't leap this shit's for the true fucking freaks there's just some shit you can't teach

pupa of the fucking hive mind headless restless unconfined shared hallucinations contrived objectivity is undefined unrecognized when you peel it back known unknowns form tesseract unknown unknowns start to compact into singularity black hole abstract seems your assumptions not nearly as solid as it turns to fluid all the walls have fallen outlines blur signs say caution transgression till all the boundaries soften maya tears like wet paper smoke and mirrors out here pushing around vapor standing on the epidermis lookin down screaming out damn that's a lot of layers, damn that's a lot of layers tunnel through the surface it's the crash course crow route can never be prepared, can never be prepared forever unprepared malleable corporeality exoskeleton pierced semination pipette pushes orphic egg shuffleboard it till it's corpse, watch the bastards beg say it's gold accounts only, I'm making bootlegs pass them out to the public, watch the powder keg detonate like minds when dimension split wool raised, left cave, power emit new shit for the ones left stranded in the pit levitate out, raise hell, fuck it edge of the hole like standing on the epidermis lookin down screaming out damn that's a lot of layers, damn that's a lot of layers tunnel through the surface it's the crash course crow route can never be prepared, can never be standing on the epidermis lookin down screaming out damn that's a lot of layers, damn that's a lot of layers tunnel through the surface it's the crash course crow route can never be prepared, can never be prepared maneuver quantum strings, simulacrum is king cut up the whole world just to see what it brings the world is a hologram exploit the program these thoughts manifest scream shit into existence scream it into existence