Weighed down, Never around
Too busy in the dark trying not to drown
Can't move, gagged and bound
Stare at dark, acedia compounds
I’m ashes in space, resources displaced
Human waste, Unstable state
Depression in name, A dying flame
Livings a pain, Cannot maintain
I can’t get out of bed today
I cant
Cant live like this, life in crisis
At this point rather be lifeless
Bear my crosses keep it private
Family can’t grasp, so i stay silent
Don’t ask me me how the fuck i am
Stared at the ceiling till 6 a.m.
Replayed everything that never went as planned
Not sure how much more i can stand