Stacking junk, mind gunked,
Thinking doesn't happen because brain is defunct
Except that this shit sucks, everything is fucked
Dribble diatribes while the world destructs
Those above, sandpaper my fucking stumps
No fucks if my whole head becomes degloved
I keep my words in my mouth in with my lips fuckin shut
Eyes facing the front and the numbers scrunched
As to how much is exactly my fault, there are others involved,
Progress has grinded to a fucking halt
Trying to avoid turning to a pillar of salt
Utter all regrets when in fucking dead in my vault
Watch days turn to years as the earth revolves
Even as i occupy this flesh it dissolves
Time does not fly by, it is taking so long
This is fucking forever my limbo’s prolonged
compressed to paste, you get a taste,
of when life was not the long wait
compressed to dust, these things you love,
Everyday you’re kept from
Compressed to paste, a scared embrace
Everyday feels like the last day
Compressed to dust, snuff out my lust
Of wishing to not be rushed
Compressed to paste, tears on my face
Hunger makes me act in haste
Compressed to dust, in my self disgust
Of giving in to being crushed
Compressed to paste, try to not waste
Time i have yet to displace
Compressed to dust, but yet i trudge
Until i combust