the man is a ghost
Soul with no home
Head down and walk
Stare at the floor
Invisible
lost in the noise
The loneliness
Is what destroys

It's all fake
migraine from eye strain
hallucinate yourself and anything observed from your brain
Colors, shapes, messages on screens from friends and family
The newest picture filter for the newest trendy tragedy, it's
Obnoxious, the lights and sounds
Just cut the power, watching all the lights go out
move in darkness, covered with abyssal shroud
Glide effortlessly through the terrified large crowd
follow protocol, death pouring through the PA in the mall
Empty people, full shops full stop alcohol
Feeling anesthetic malfunctions then vomit in the stall
Wipe your mouth, suit up, you infiltrating this new cabal
Yes you Best memorize that secret handshake
Widen your shoulders, best brace for that back ache
Hand hover over control z for the mistakes
reality checks, to see if youre awake

(It was all a dream)
I wish I was asleep

The Insomnia increasing in intensity
The Pills not working, not sure how to treat it if not chemically
so we up the dosage and we forge a new dependency
Just Anything to rid yourself of thoughts of ends and entropy
But it creeps, gnawing at the edges of awareness
A cute little reminder that you and this world will perish
Life is feeling haunted, American dream nightmarish
Now Your wife is in the pit and she’s going into hysterics
Another round of pillars of salt for all in range
Try and fail to keep all of those shit feelings contained
Though It might explain while lately you’ve been feeling extra drained
And unsure how you will continue to maintain
Savings drained in an attempt to stay stable
Picked up the newest iPhone with proprietary cable
Now you have no money to put food upon your table
The consumerism they’ve been selling you is fucking fatal

(It was all a dream)

And the TV screams